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Dichroic Butterfly - Ritual Design by Silvia Hartmann, 2005

Art, Symbols, Fascination

& The Eternal Love Of The Light

A Retrospective With Silvia Hartmann by Nicola Quinn

 

V: Honestly Following The White Rabbit All The Way To The Light

NQ: These symbol paintings are so fascinating and so powerful, it is difficult to imagine what could be “beyond symbol paintings”.

Glass Universe by Silvia Hartmann 2005SFX: [laughs] Yes, they’re a bit of a last word on just about any topic ... or so it seems ...

NQ: So what caused this current exhibition and what was the idea behind it? Has this to do with you having an idea and following it?

SFX: Yes, and the reason I follow it is because they fascinate me. It sets me on fire, I need to follow it, I *must* follow it.

It’s not just a vague thought of, “Perhaps I could chop this tree down ...”

It’s like, “OH MY GOD!!!! If I was to chop this tree down, THEN I could – dot, dot, dot!”

NQ: So then, what are these new paintings?

SFX: I think we have got to be honest here. We have got to take the clues into consideration. On the 23rd of August is my 46th birthday. The things that I do, I do them for personal development. I don’t set about to change the world or heal anybody. I don’t even set out to heal myself!

I just sit there and cry and my hand does some thing.

I’m not in a laboratory and say, “Well, I am depressed so now I need some art therapy ...”

It doesn’t work like that.

It’s as though there is this part of me that has this agenda of healing or of evolution, I don’t know, and it gives me these ideas to nudge me into a certain direction – and if I follow that, I will be rewarded in some way.

NQ: So you have some trust that in the end, it will be worthwhile?

Demon Bar Story Illustration by Silvia Hartmann, 2004SFX: Yes. If there is some fascination that happens, then I will follow that immediately. It is exciting! I will follow that, I will heed it and I will also protect it. If some person comes along and says, “We’re going to the theatre tonight!” I will say, “Sorry but I can’t go, I have to chase a light spot around my ceiling tonight.”

I guess that’s why I get rewarded the way I do, because I will do that, I will protect the fascination.

I will protect it from the muppety stuff, being somewhere on time, supposed to be being somewhere else or having planned something else. That’s not important. But chasing a light spot round the ceiling that leads to Art Solutions and For You, A Star, that’s important to me.

It all starts with a fascination and a curiosity, and I know that if I follow that there will be a reward at the end of the day.

I’ve done this often enough by know to trust in that.

Most people don’t do that. They have a fascination but they don’t follow that, so they don’t get rewarded with the amazing breakout at the end, where it shifts.

Ok, so chasing a light spot around the ceiling is weird.

NQ: It’s like that they don’t know what that could be about and they don’t know if it’s going to be worth their while.

Dragon Eye by Silvia Hartmann, Story Illustration 2003SFX: Right. But the whole Art Solutions thing is definitely worth it, it’s even worth a lot of money. You could make a career out of teaching this, with ease.

It’s one hell of a reward on every level. You could get acclaim for it, even find new lovers as you’re touring the country with this. The rewards are there, but you need to follow the little inspirations. If you don’t do that, you don’t get the big rewards at the end.

Now with this new exhibition, I have some serious contortions because I didn’t go to art school. I always say that I can’t draw or paint. In fact I attended a water colour class the other day and sat there feeling really bad because they could paint a beach and I couldn’t.

For the past three years, I’ve been having enormous fun with Paint Shop Pro and the Flaming Pear products. Plug, plug, plug-in!

I got them for a Christmas present three years ago and I’ve been playing with them, but computer art isn’t real art, so it doesn’t count, right. ‘Cause you got to go to some place first and draw oranges for eight years. Every day.

Graphics design, I guess that’s allowed. But to make a painting, but it’s from Paint Shop Pro and XaraX, that’s evil. Like putting on a wig and calling yourself a woman if you’re not.

It’s evil. You just can’t use computer tools to make an image and call it art.

That’s what I was thinking and feeling, anyway.

Well, so at one point I was working on something and hit the wrong button, and the image turned into this chaotic mess. But there was one area on the screen, I’ve got this big screen, which drew my attention – I was fascinated by it.

Fascination Dot Com!

Aha! said Silvia. I shall lay aside what I thought I was going to do and instead, follow this fascination.

Alien Baby by Silvia Hartmann 2005

What I did was something that can’t be done on a real canvas, which was to enlarge the area on the image which fascinated me until it filled the entire screen again, using the fractal movement of zooming in.

When the fascinating area got big, this itself contained another fascinating area, so I kept moving in and in – until a click occurred.

That’s close enough.

But it wasn’t quite right yet.

So what I did was to randomly apply a number of different filters until I got the click to stop – and at that same time, I got the title of the image delivered and I knew I was done.

In order to save myself from mental misery, I asked myself if I could replicate this painting if I was to use canvas and brushes and the answer was yes – easy peasy, lemon squeezy!

Print it on a canvas with an art printer, fill it in, painting by numbers, and there it would be – completely manifest in the hard.

If you look at the images closely, you can see that they’re not difficult to paint. They’re easy, actually. And thus, they count as paintings.

The nice thing about these is that there was no question asked up front, and I allowed my click partner to decide what we’re doing. So that wasn’t me asking for help from them, but them showing me something that THEY might have needed help with?

And there was certainly an occasion when there was a part that fascinated me but it also appalled me deeply. It reminded me of something very bad and hideous. I picked it and enlarged it and there it was, a real scream filling the entire screen, and I put my hand on the screen and said, “Thank you for showing me this, and now, let’s make this into something beautiful.”

One of the lovely things with Paint Shop Pro is that the thing will MELT, and assume a new shape.

You can change the colours and you can change the NATURE of the thing and morph it on until it isPregnant Moon, Poetry Illustration by Silvia Hartmann, 2002 something beautiful.

They’re not all like that but this one, I really noticed this.

What I also found fascinating is that in doing these pictures in Paint Shop Pro, I learned such a lot about physical painting. Because I looked at each one with the view of “How would I do this for real?”

And I knew how to do that – you’d have to have a certain background texture, you’d need a couple of layers of glaze, and a sponge, and a spray, and that’s how you would do it, that’s how you would get it to look exactly like that.

There are others where there is clearly watercolours with bleach involved.

It also taught me more respect for colours. We’re talking 256 colours here, that is not a very big paint box. I got a lot of respect for the fact that we haven’t pushed it hard enough to get the colours right – you can get them right, it’s just a question of mixing them up right.

I learned an enormous amount in preparing the pictures for this exhibition. About structure and texture, and light and colour interaction, and I had so many new ideas on what to do with an actual painting.

NQ: You said something to me about also learning what not to do.

SFX: [laughs] Oh yes, the courage thing! After the first four were finished, the thought occurred to me that pictures are designed to be seen – that they should be exhibited, that there should be an exhibition.

So I asked a friend how many pictures you would need for an exhibition, but before they had a chance to answer, the number “23” had jumped into my head – 23 pictures for an exhibition on the 23rd of August.

That made sense and put the idea of the online exhibition in my head.

So now, we’re in the country of exhibitions and that is what artists do, and of course, I think I’m not, or I thought I wasn’t, although it is getting a bit difficult to know now after we went through the chronology earlier, and as soon as you bring other people looking at this into it, it changes everything.

NQ: That would be the “looking over your shoulder” problem ...

SFX: Exactly. Now you’ve got all these weird ideas swirling around in your head about what you’re supposed to do and not supposed to do, and I noticed particularly with some of the paintings that I had a major fear of nothingness.

NQ: [laughs] A major fear of nothingness?!

SFX: Yes, like a big yellow blob in the centre of the painting where there is nothing happening – there’s no texture happening, no structure happening, no movement, it’s just yellow.

But ... it wanted to be yellow!

I tried to put something clever or meaningful in the middle but the part of me that wanted this project to happen in the first place was just not happy, and in the end I got it that you need to have courage to not put things in, to let it stand as it is, and have it be just yellow. And if that isn’t enough for you, then go away and do your own painting! [laughs]

Sand & Sea by Silvia Hartmann, 2005That was quite funny. I didn’t have this problem with the ones where there’s lots of things happening and you can stand in front of it and say, “Oooh, that’s interesting, and that’s interesting ...” But with this space one, I was really concerned, shouldn’t I be shouting and jumping up and down? I needed courage to *leave it alone*.

The high end challenge was the painting called Sand & Sea. This was also the high end challenge to the usual complaint levelled against abstract art, “Oh my 3 year old nephew could do better than this! How dare you call yourself an artist!”

Then you have to have the courage to say, “But it wanted to be just like that and I’ve made it like that, the best I can,” and you just have to have the courage to leave it there.

And not trying to be clever.

That’s very, very essential. And I do try to be clever!

It was quite hard to not be clever but just be honest.

Honest, I wanted those simple bands of blue and yellow on there.

NQ: Are there any other paintings from this exhibition you would like to comment on briefly before we go?

SFX: I would just like to mention the last painting that closes the series.

It is a very slight morph of the details of one of my symbol paintings, it just has a slight wash over the top, and it is called The Eternal Love of Light.

The Eternal Love of The Light, Silvia Hartmann 2005

Because at the end of the day, it is light and movement. And light equals colours. I just love colours and movement.

There’s just nothing on this planet that fascinates me that deeply.

 

© N Quinn/S Hartmann 2005

 


Dichroic Butterfly - Ritual Design by Silvia Hartmann, 2005

Images References:

Retrospective Part I - Of Rock Pools & Elusive Elephants

1: Silvia Hartmann 2004 Photograph by AC Kent BSC

2: Rock Pool Progression, Article Illustration, 2005

3: Cat Metaphor, BW Illustration From The Enchanted World, 2004

 

Retrospective Part II - Oh My, Aren't We Colourful!

4: Chalice, Acrylics On Art Board, 1997

5: The Magicians, Acrylics On Art Board, 1996

6: Dragon Rising, Acrylics On Wood Board, 1996

7: Interlacement With Fish, Acrylics On Art Board, 1996

8: Me & Me, Acrylics On Wood Board, 1996

9: The Fool, Mixed Media On Wood Board, 1997

 

Retrospective Part III - 23 Years Of Illegal Designs

10: The Melting Go Board, BW Illustration for The Enchanted World 2004

11: Snow Globe Illustration, Living Energy, 2003

12: Fire, Stained Glass Design 2002

13: In Serein First Edition Cover Design 2003

14: Oceans Of Energy First Edition Cover Design 2003

15: Project Energy Ebook Cover Design 2003

 

Retrospective Part IV - Art Solutions For Broken Hearts & Heroes

16: The Guardian, Acrylics On Linen, 2003

17: First Symbol, Mixed Media on Plain Paper, 2003

18: Creativity Symbol Illustration From For You, A Star, 2003

19: Mirror Ball Message, Enamels on Canvas, 2003

20: Morning Angel, Acrylics On Linen, 2004

21: Unbelievable Success, Acrylics on Linen, 2004

22: Asked & Answered, Acrylics On Linen, 2004

23: The Soul Pilots, Acrylics On Linen, 2004

24: Nicola's Painting, Acrylics On Linen, 2004

25: Man & Machine In Harmony, Acrylics On Linen, 2004

 

Retrospective Part V - Following The White Rabbit All The Way To The Light

26: Glass Universe, 2005

27: Demon Bar Story Illustration 2004

28: Dragon's Eye Story Illustration 2003

29: Alien Baby Design 2005

30: Pregnant Moon Poetry Illustration 2002

31: Sand & Sea, VF 23, 2005

32: Eternal Love Of The Light, VF 23, 2005

 

All Images Copyright Silvia Hartmann Unless Otherwise Stated.

Text Copyright Nicola Quinn/Silvia Hartmann 2005.

All Rights Reserved.

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