6 - Shields Of Protection
As we played with the insults, the pains resulting from these and the
pathways that had to be restored to let these energies pass through us, it
happened that my friend choose a sentence and I felt – nothing.
This was it: “You are beautiful.”
“Come on,” said my friend, “let’s have it, where do you feel THAT in your body?”
“Absolutely nowhere,” I answered honestly. “That doesn’t even come close. It
doesn’t touch me at all.”
What was that?
My friend repeated the statement a few more times, and eventually I understood
that there was something like a wall of energy which very effectively stopped
this energy from reaching me – and that’s why I couldn’t feel anything in my
body, because it never got that far.
We were quite surprised by this and at first, didn’t know what to do now. In the
end, at least one of us had enough good sense to remember that even a large wall
of static energy is STILL ONLY AN ENERGY and thus, can be moved with will and
intention.
“Try making a small hole into that wall,” my friend suggests.
I have to admit that the very thought made me quite nervous, and the hole I made
was microscopic. The statement was repeated, a small amount of this energy
entered and – oh my God did that HURT!
Even this tiny amount of the “beautiful” energy hit me straight in the heart and
the pain was like having been targeted and shot with a laser.
Which explained, of course, exactly WHY I should have thought to construct such
a thick, strong shield to stop such energies from even getting close to me. If
an energy form is experienced as painful, of course one seeks to protect oneself
from it.
It seemed that unbeknown to me, I had sustained a severe injury near my heart,
and just as would be the case with a physical wound, even the smallest, lightest
touch caused me intense agony.
So the next step was clear – if I was to be able to handle the “beautiful”
energy, I would have to heal my heart.
That sounds appalling, doesn’t it. Surely, it must be a long drawn out process,
so much healing, one would need the wisdom of a lifetime’s worth of experience
to do such a thing ...?
No, actually. It is there we learned that even the biggest, hardest, oldest
pains and injuries in the energy body are still ONLY ENERGIES and they will heal
just as happily and just as fast as any and all of their kind.
Just as fast, just as profoundly and without any further pain being necessary.
Without any drama or contortion.
That was the first time I or my friend had ever attempted such a thing and it
took us five minutes, perhaps ten, and I didn’t need the wall any longer. I
could let the “beautiful” energy into my heart, and from there it radiated into
my entire body. I felt three times as tall and a hundred times more alive than I
can remember ever having experienced.
And that was amazing. Priceless. And wonder-full.
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