16 - Shells
The first, foremost and most important energy source of them all for human
beings is of course – OTHER HUMAN BEINGS.
That is good news indeed, because there are billions of them.
Billions of potential energy sources for you, for me and for each other.
One should really expect that with such an incredible abundance of energy we
would all just roll about in it all day, so full of joy and happiness that you
can’t sit still but must dance and celebrate from dusk to dawn!
So many people – so much love, so much attention!
But – wait a minute ...
Did I just hear someone say that this is not at all THEIR experience?
That they feel totally unloved, neglected, always alone, and the more people are
around, the worse it actually becomes?
That they feel BETTER when they sit all by themselves on a mountain top, and
there isn’t a single soul anywhere to be seen, heard or felt?
HOW is that possible?
It is simple, really.
We all have too many unhealed wounds and disturbances in our energy bodies. Way,
way too many. And we have had them for a long, long time. People energies kick
into these old wounds because they were originally MADE BY PEOPLE, of course.
So, in order to being able to even exist in the same room with other people
without going insane with the pain of it, we have made shells to protect
ourselves from these energies, veritable snail shells into which we have
withdrawn.
One shell over the next, one shield after the other, layer upon layer, like an
oyster grows around a pearl.
And now we sit inside our shells, and all these energies that hurt us, yet are
the very same energies that we need so desperately if we don’t want to sink into
lethal depression just as the starving orphans did, are on the OUTSIDE and they
cannot reach us any longer.
When no other people are near who can threaten us with their energies, we can
extend our feelers very cautiously and that way, get to suck in a little energy
from nature, from pets or from our gardens, from stones and minerals even.
And when we do, we feel a little better, a little less sad and desperate, and
for a time, we can function again.
But that is no life, but only an endless starvation diet which shortens our days
and makes us angry, and hopeless.
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